Not Tomorrow

Not Tomorrow is written about my Brother Brian, who we lost from colon cancer after fighting for 3 years,  I have never felt like this song did any justice, nor was it able to tell how much I loved him in this song, Being the Oldest of 6, Brian was # 4 , well I watched them all and took care of them all and something  was wrong when he left,  It hit me very hard, Dr. told him It was just hemroides go on home, 4 different times until Brian said, come on, something is wrong here....and ....It was, next Dr. told him "you have full blown colon cancer" so.....Brian starts the fight of his life at 39 yrs.old,,,,he almost beat it, but the Lord wanted him Home !  As for all of you who may read this, Please, get yourselves checked, this is one of the Treatable Cancers if there is early "detection" !   The process is only 30 minutes, and you won';t know until its over, really, not bad at all, its just the thought of someone probing around there that I think gets most of us !  I almost dropped the song becasue I had such a hard time keeping the tempo or beat somewhat workable, it only came together that Day in Nov., of 06 at the house with a Great Snow falling in the background,,,,,I give a lot of credit to those guys, Mike Allen, sound engineer, Jay Ackerman -Bass, Shaun Boomer - Drums and Jeff Lund Keys for making that happen for me, don't think it would have came about with out them, Thanks for stopping by, Love to All !  Now......go get checked !