feb. 2015 a lethal month

this month has been pretty rough for me. my grandmother who ive been very close to in life has passed away, on top of sickness and conflict. throughout all of this though the things i know i can count on is Good friends, my family and music. Ive had to learn about letting go and starting something new. Its true that it takes stregnth to be able to follow through, and the will to understand when certain patterns just dont fit anymore. misery loves its company well, because its company is chained in familiar subservience. it may hurt to take the nails out of your wrists and feet after youve been crucified by circumstance, but leaving them in ..without progression in regards to personal growth is much more painful. Im getting along in life, and I wont forget how I ended up here. Take care of yourselves. thanks for listening.