I wrote this song for you to say I’m sorry for what I put you through.

I never meant to ruin your big plans.

So… so long.  Goodbye.  I’m wrong and you’re right this time.

When all my friends said “Better get your head checked” I still stuck around!

I’ve been doing this on my own. I fake, fake it faster, faster.

In the end I’m all alone staring at a beautiful disaster.

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

I know that I’m not perfect.

You think that I’m not worth it.

What’s so wrong with being who we are failures and all?

So… So long. Goodbye.  You’re wrong.  I am right this time

When all my friends said “Better get your head checked” I still stuck around!

I’ve been doing this on my own. I fake, fake it faster, faster.

In the end I’m all alone staring at a beautiful disaster.

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

Tell me what’s so wrong with being who we are.

Take my failures and my faults… my failures and my FAULTS!!

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

I’ve been doing this on my own. I fake, fake it faster.

In the end I’m all alone staring at a beautiful disaster.

I’ve been doing this on my own. I fake, fake it faster, faster.

In the end I’m all alone staring at a beautiful disaster.

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

Fake, fake it faster, faster.

What I’ve made, a beautiful disaster

Brock Andrews wrote this song about a time in his life where he made a string of bad decisions that seemed to perforate every relationship that he held dear.  Although he regretted the damage the actions caused, he still felt proud to stay true to himself even when no one would understand.