Well I guess I'd rather be disappointed in myself

Then in someone else.

And I guess I'd rather fail in my own privacy

then be with someone that's there to see.

So I stay indoors a lot

I'm in few photographs

But I keep my records out for all to view.

And I used to have some guests,

but they all left some time ago.

And the only one they came to see was you...

What do I do now?

What do I do now?

I used to love the World,

but now i'm cynical

The person that I feared I'd be is true.

And I work so hard to be someone that I know i'd like to live.

But I really set my sail when I met you.

What do I do now?

What do I do now?

This song....if you couldn't tell... is about disappointment.

I wrote it just the other day when I was very disappointed.

How apt!