Category: default

<p>So.... this is it....</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I can't go further, no way back... now I will disapear... Why? I'l try to explaine ...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I'm 45 now, single... no parents, no brothers, sisters, no relatives... I'm just single.</p><p>In my past i did several mistakes, and now the payment day arrive...</p><p>I was chose wrong ways in my past, so now I'm in dead end, and I can't go back. Why? I had badly estimate my life options, so now I'm without job and chance to find some job, just because I'm to old in country when I live, and everyone who want to employ, want some much younger than me! Partly it's OK... They have to give a chance to younger population to survive these hard times that we live (20 years this country suffering due to poor management and bad politics - war, embargo, hyper inflation, US bombing, economic crysis... etc etc) Smal people like me suffering mostly...</p><p>So... I failed because i didn't tought in way to survive, lulled to dreams of better tommorow in my small world of happynes, 'cos i had my small world and this world is ruined now... I should not to allow that to happen. I've played chess with life and I've lost this game</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>In next few days I have to lieve the apartment when i live because i can't pay the rent...</p><p>Where?</p><p>I don't know yet... probably uder the bridge or some place like that... while police don't arrest me for vagrance...</p><p>Now I realize how cruel is this world, and I'll pay all the consequences.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>My message to all of You is:</p><p>Think wisely, and think several times before You do anything, because Your decision may be critical and fatal to other people who are close to You. And mostly think about consequences of Your doings.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Finally, I must to thank to all of You my friends, for support me like musician here. I did my best with my music... could be better, but its my vision, my feeling... I'm just a tiny man without enough experience to do better stuff. Please keep me in good memory, and let the music flow in any ways, genres or forms. Music is one of the ways to show our good mood and good will to rest of world. Music was survived always, and always will.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Be well and God bless You all!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Mirko Botko - DJ-WaPer</p>