I first you be, have I?
With simple size nasty skies,
Crying grey skies lonely, silent cries
I was not the time when you've got to stay
I see in your eyes beijing days not today
But it makes you crazy, your silence is pain
Your smile is so broken front, your body chain
I first you be, but surely, but surely
I first you may be, but I'm not wanting to go
I see the show, I'll stay and show, by and out alone
But it makes you better, I'll find you today
But it makes you smile, you'll look at it your way
I try to be angry, close me to all you get
When you left me, fast to death
Smile, we would be friends, I have got you, baby, now you hang on

This is Maddy singing 6 years ago ... I don't know her...may be she is a professional singer today !! I found this free acapella in Looperman site ( I am a member there) .

And she sang so unpretentiously....that I decided to work on those vocals and make it a jazz pop song.

I hope you like it !