Because of You by William W. Thompson, IV
Verse 1
I’ve been alone now, the better part of 20 years.
The love of my life walked out, took it all, but left me this fear.
Thought she was the one thing, I could count on in this world.
As it turned out, she was just a mixed up girl… a mixed up girl.
Verse 2
I climbed my way out, workin’ hard to make it back.
Restored my credit, bank accounts and things like that.
But the gauge of my emotion was restin’ right on “E”.
Through a hole in my soul at the bottom, always drainin’ out of me… drainin’ out of me.
Bridge 1
I got used to baling out and had left-over love, it’s true.
But I wouldn’t take the chance of finding someone new…
Because of you…. because of you.
Verse 3
Friends tried to set me up, went out a time or two.
But, I was blind to any woman, comparing them to you.
I can’t explain it, given how you done me wrong.
But after my life with you, the allure just wasn’t strong… just wasn’t strong.
Verse 4
It’s said we most desire, that thing we can’t have.
And how once get it, sometimes end up feelin’ bad.
But maybe it’s worth it, to love someone so much it hurts.
Standing there with your heart in their hands,
This ain’t supposed to be how it works… not how it works.
Bridge 2
Can’t say it’s a better man, that I’ve changed into,
Having been with my one true love, you see, nothing else will do,
Because of you….. because of you.
Chorus
So I’ll stay in my own place, in my own space, at my own pace, don’t need anyone.
Takin’ the long view, nothing I gotta prove, think I can see through, then just withdrew,
Because of you…. because of you.
Verse 5
So I’m a loveless loser, refuse to let anyone in.
Spend my time thinkin’ ‘bout the past, and the things that might have been.
But I’m content in my ways now, not much excitement, but I’ll make do.
My love’s been put on hold…. because of you…. because of you.
Chorus
Outro
Because of you… x4
I can certainly hear the pain in this one...
First of all, I give you all the stars I can 5*****. (You deserve more). I stopped by, right after you posted this very heartfelt , tear jerking song. After listening and reading along with the lyrics (which are perfectly written),I was left sitting here with tears running down my cheeks and a very saddened heart. It was like I was losing all over again. That pain never really goes away. Not when you love someone that deeply. And you're right, after you've had someone that special... Nobody else can ever compare. I guess you can tell that this song has touched me to my very soul. You & Jacki have got a real hit here. Anyway, I just finished listening again. Same results as the first time, so I've just wiped the tears away . I had to let you two know what I think / thought sometime & now is better than later. Look how many people have already beat me to it. sniffle, sniffle. Thank you so much for the D/L .
All The Best,
LP
Brilliant songwriting........The lyrics, vocals and harmonies are remarkable... I've been there , what doesn't kill you , makes you stronger , so they tell me. Bravo Bill and Jacki !! *****
Good songwriting, story telling, and performances Bill and Jacki!
Farrell
I'm sure there are many who feel this song touches close to home, I know I do. Great Job!
Bill this is a great song. Superb lyrics! You have a distinct voice and musical style with quality story-telling. Jacki great job on the back-ups too.
Mach
Bill, you wrote my life and if you'll turn around tou'll see I'm in that dark place. They say excess of happiness cries and excess of sadness laughs, but I don't know about that, do you?
Vic